the NERVOSA diaries:

1. the journey (featuring soul glow)

2. the vulture

3. the sky

4. the sky

5. the dirt (alpha)

6. the pig

7. the flies

8. the goat (featuring jeff fortson and ivory mobley)

9. the death

10. the end

11. the end (omega)

12. the beginning (featuring reese roper)

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===INFORMATION OBTAINED BY THE THIRD PARTY===
Saturday, June 9, 2007
mp3 transcripts

surveillance


(music and crowd talking in background)

two female voices:
-Are we leaving?
-We just got here!
-AHH!!
-What?!
-A giant bug just flew by me
-Good grief, I thought it was something interesting.

(alarm sound)

demonic voices:
-She's with Christopher down the hall.
-Has there been any progress?
-Significant progress.
-And the family?
-Significant progress, as well.
-one, two, nineteen, twenty, twenty-one, twelve, fifteen.

(end)




truth


the truth about me is a bacilli
it flutters through with stringy flagella
it leeches the proteins and grows from a stem
i lay still and ask to be directed by them
nothing happens at first, then they carry
carry me by the eyes to HIV and parvo
I am asked not to mention the things that I saw
i write them down and hang them in the sun
creatures come out to look in on them
nothing is conclusive it dangles like a uvula
they look for a moment and yawn as they pass
at night i’m awake i’ve been joined by a bat
it speaks without looking at me
mentions my faults with fleas caked in its fur

Rudkus

Yea I’m supposed to go tonight
No I’m gonna goI’m not really into it [really
]Oh they areThey are totally
They call me ever week and ask me to comeI usually just tell them I’m busy
But I’m going tonight I guess
Yea I do
I mean, just you know the coppery smell that blood has (x14)

"we have stored a message in a receptacle labeled by the IP and the interlopers"

5/26
subject: evaluations --003HEAD
body:
we continue to watch the children in the center-the 003 also monitors the succubus platform--------------------endtransmission------------------------


6/3
subject: temporarily shift focus--
body:
attention HEADS currently administering the succubus platform-we are encouraging you to briefly draw your attention away from the primary focus to evaluate subject 3
subject 3 will play an important role in the nurturing of the primary focus. we await prompt evaluations.

6/9

subject: ==subject C
body:
begin transmission==are we still uncertain when regarding the issue of the the IP? i believe it is now safe to assume that the third party presents little to no threat in regard to our current agenda involving the primary focus and the related subjects. consider this photograph taken at the 120.it is true that the 003 has recently collected intelligence that suggests the IP means to distribute further complication, not just toward the 120, but the center as well.there is also the risk that the IP could begin to work in coordination with the third party.needless to say, the third party has become more intrusive than we initially suspected, no matter, we have ways of confounding their data. their numbers are small, we are many.==end transmission

from sinai495 (password abduco)

5/23
subject: observation- JURGIS message 001 ONA
body:
003 HEAD OF DEATH- succubus platform
from a weekend evaluation- mulitple subjects- female
JURGIS- is rudkus coming
ONA- he never comes to the 120
JURGIS- what
ONA- i said he never comes here
JURGIS- when are we leaving
ONA- we just got here
JURGIS- lets leave before eight i always feel sick
both subjects remain throughout the duration of the evening.

6/4
subject: the 120
body:
perhaps we have been naive in our assuming the primary focus will remain separated.
There is a third party involved with surveillance, possibly in conjunction with the initial problem. Each focus is to be kept involved with self enough to nurture the condition of self.

now that subject 3 has introduced the primary focus into the 120 for practical purposes, the condition of self has been ushered into a strong new era for her.

The 004 has already been sent to aid the third party, as for the initial problem, let us handle that our way. The 120 is a wonderful place for the succubi and our work there is en route

from thedivinecomedycanto1 (password legion)





6/2
subject: subject 3
body:
subject 3 has come into direct contact with the primary focus.awaiting transcripts--

from secondsamueleightfour (password proverbs1210)

6/6
subject: ==transcripts==
body:
Jurgis- I can’t see the killing floor
Ona- what?
Jurgis- I said I can’t see
Ona- it’s a mess
==unidentified==dance with me!
Ona- sure
Jurgis- hey where is rud?
Ona- huh? I’ll be back…

==end feed==

primary focus- assigned to both DF and KF by subject 3primary focus reluctantly attempts intervention and is relieved to be denied..

==end feed==

send updated center reports—awaiting transmission--

6/6
subject: ==exhibits==
body:

6/19

Subject: ==Report==

==beginfeed

We were foolish to underestimate the initial problem. Now, it seems that the IP has come into direct contact with both of the PC's.Let us not allow ourselves the convenience of underestimating the third party. There is suspicion that the IP means to work in conjunction with them.Yes, we have sent the 004, but thus far the purpose being served is only surveillance. Let us not stir the 004 into action until absolutely necessary. There is information to be consolidated-Our work at both the 120 and the center runs the risk of interference and disruption due to the elevated threat raised by the IP and the TP.Let us do the work of the master and bring the PC into the master¢s services by keeping them to their own

.===end

rogozhin_themaster (password: theidiot)

6/25

Subject : begin feed ----

====awaiting signal-

6/28

Subject: Transmission15

Regarding the PC===obtained>

-I have seen her working both floors and she’s really hot but kind of sad looking or maybe like she’s not there you know? Like a uh… a shell or something

-I cheered so loud when she hit that thing

-I love how they wear skimpy outfits even on the killing floor

-I can’t tell one from the other

-she dances like… like she’s in a daze. Might be drugs.

Take his clothes off, then he’ll heal,

and if he doesn’t cure, then kill him.

It’s only a doctor; it’s only a doctor.

7/10

Subject: Transmission13

===subject3"i gave her a job... she had the body for it. i haven't noticed anything else"==animals screaming===end feed

7/17

Subject: Transmission12=

IMMEDIATE ORDERSATTN ALL HEADS==see that the diaries of the pc's are destroyed or relocated==risk level from ip -high-this receptacle remains active for eleven more transmissions-

the ANOREXIA diaries:

1. the journey

2. the vulture

3. the sky

4. the sky (alpha)

5. the dirt

6. the pig

7. the flies

8. the goat

9. the death

10. the end (featuring ivory mobley)

11. the end (omega)

12. the beginning

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===INFORMATION OBTAINED BY THE THIRD PARTY=== from oreb01 (password savemesavemesaveme) 5/23 subject: OBSERVATION- christopher body:

6/4 subject: the center body: perhaps we have been naive in our assuming the primary focus will remain separated. There is a third party involved with surveillance, possibly in conjunction with the initial problem. Each focus is to be kept involved with self enough to nurture the condition of self. let us remember to lead, take away, detach, withdraw... The 004 has already been sent to aid the third party, as for the initial problem, let us handle that our way. The center continues to grow as we wished, however this is not a reason for negligence.

6/7 subject: ==subject C body: ==BEGIN FEED CHRISTOPER== I hovered, whirring around a bulb while maintaining a tireless gaze on subject C. it is as we foresaw, the monster that was recently devouring her insides is now dormant and may never rise to feed again. Knowing this, I remind myself this is not the concern of our labors. We may seek refuge in the knowledge that subject C’s family is withering steadily. Her father is now aware of the touch his wife has felt many times over from the hands of another man. Thus, subject C, still “innocent”, will learn the thickness of true selfishness early on. Combining our efforts, we can instill in her a love for self, perhaps as strong as her mother’s! our deeds will be like a baby pine planted in her soul that will twist its gnarled roots into her insides so deeply that the monster will be put to shame. ==END FEED

6/6 subject: ==transmission==center== body: primary focus continues to delve deeper into self== center continues to expand subject C is left at the mercy of self ==awaiting detailed transcripts==

6/19 Subject: ==Report== ==beginfeed We were foolish to underestimate the initial problem. Now, it seems that the IP has come into direct contact with both of the PC's.Let us not allow ourselves the convenience of underestimating the third party. There is suspicion that the IP means to work in conjunction with them.Yes, we have sent the 004, but thus far the purpose being served is only surveillance. Let us not stir the 004 into action until absolutely necessary. There is information to be consolidated-Our work at both the 120 and the center runs the risk of interference and disruption due to the elevated threat raised by the IP and the TP.Let us do the work of the master and bring the PC into the master¢s services by keeping them to their own .===end

7/3 Subject :Transmission14 Regarding the PC ===obtained> -I have seen her working the center. like a machine... she's like a machine. -she's so methodical, the center is her life. -even with all the trouble with christopher, she just remained focused... like she can cut off her emotions somehow. -i think... i think something is wrong. Someone must have been telling lies about Josef K., he knew he had done nothing wrong but, one morning, he was arrested

7/17 Subject: Transmission12= IMMEDIATE ORDERSATTN ALL HEADS==see that the diaries of the pc's are destroyed or relocated==risk level from ip -high-this receptacle remains active for eleven more transmissions-